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Femdom fountain of youth…

I was talking with one of my longtime friends from childhood, who is my age, and he was saying how he made no secret of being an “old man,” particularly in his line of work so full of younger colleagues. I told him I felt the same way, and did not shy away from pointing out that in my own field of endeavor, erotica/porn/smut/whatever-you-wanna-call-it, I talk proudly of my many decades of experience.

In fact, 2024 marks the fiftieth year I have been in the literary stimulation business. In 1974 I made my first professional writing dollars for two porn novels, The Screaming Virgins (it was BDSM week at the porn novel factory) and The Punk Stud and His Women (about a young guy entranced by the topless bars of ’70s Times Square).

Nowadays I write a lot about femdom, of course, which is one of my personal fascinations as well as the focus of some of my freelance clients’ websites. And sometimes I think that my mental intoxication with these desires, musings, realities and fantasies keeps the inner me forever young, always yearning…

I was never a follower of politics until recent years when it has become unavoidable, and I think William Butler Yeats’ poem, found here, still sums up my attitude, although I cannot help on a daily basis getting into discussions on the fate of our world…

 

At Union Square in New York City, late January 2024.

The New York Review of Books offers “literary napkins” for Valentine’s Day, with passionate quotes from various scribes through the centuries, and I think anyone in the swirl of admiration for a lovely dominatrix, or any lady for that matter, can relate to James Joyce’s words to Nora Barnacle as highlighted in this sample from their catalog here:

Yes, it is cold in January, but when we can embrace pleasant daydreams–an upside of being a fiction writer, depending on one’s theme–spring is never very far away. 

 

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“A certified sleaze classic”–yes, I aim to please! ;)

In the middle of May 2023 I was interviewed for a very interesting podcast called Tales from the Mall. Host Brendan, who can be found on Twitter at @luso_brendan here, talks with and records his interviewees on a wide variety of topics over the phone or Zoom while he walks around various malls in Arizona, where he lives.

We had a fun two-hour-plus chat about many different subjects, focusing on my career in porn, how I got into it and so forth; erotic artists I’ve known and worked with like Sardax, with whom I recently collaborated on Tamara, Eternal Dominatrix; but also spending much time discussing film noir and noir fiction, touching especially on the recent novels of contemporary noir novelist Jay Cameron Parker; the summer I worked as an NBC page in NYC and briefly met Julie “Catwoman” Newmar backstage at NBC’s Tonight Show in the early ’70s Johnny Carson years; my constant strolling around New York City, going to BDSM dungeons and dominatrices, and lots more! It can be found on his Patreon account here

One tweeter described it as a “certified sleaze classic.” Sounds good to me! We certainly covered a lot of ground in the podcast, too, for those who like to leaven their sleaze with other ingredients, like film noir. 😉

It’s always nice to be called an “extraordinary genius writer” but I won’t let it go to my head. I hear something in my ear like what the guys said who stood behind the commanders when they marched triumphantly back into ancient Rome after successful campaigns doing what Romans did to everybody, conquering them:

“Remember, thou art only a man!”

In my case I also hear, as a late art director named Charley would proclaim when he saw me in the office to edit some of my “dirty” magazines:

“You little sleazeball!”

Thanks to Brendan for this opportunity to chat and, of course, to promote my femdom erotica on Kindle as well as my new “specialty library” of more psychological fiction and my noir novel Fate of a Stripper, all of which you can find here

This book takes you back to 1978 NYC and Times Square in all their sleazy allure!
Where will a conversation in a midtown Manhattan bar lead a dedicated bookworm and a feisty redhead who tempts and puzzles him in equal measure?
My noirish psychological suspense novel set in Times Square as it was right up to the pandemic...and one of the best things I’ve ever written.

 

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In 2022, the kinky prose did flow! Now onto ’23!

Another year almost done! And it was a busy one, as you can see by the covers of these new ebooks which I just published from October to December 2022…

My new novella, a tale of an older man, a younger woman, and how an article about two paintings brings their relationship to a crisis…

Where will a conversation in a midtown Manhattan bar lead a dedicated bookworm and the feisty redheaded advertising saleswoman who tempts and puzzles him in equal measure?

He was a fan of a famous showgirl for almost twenty years, from the Roaring ’20s to just after the Second World War. He finally learns, after her death, something shocking that was going on in her mind…

Besides these new stories, 2022 saw the publication, in serial form on Mistress Sidonia’s great website The English Mansion here, of the novella The Revenge of Adorable Gwen, a femdom homage to the work of classic fetish artist John “Sweet Gwendoline” Willie–who usually put his heroines into bondage, rather than men. My tale was inspired by a series of paintings by my British colleague, the fantastic artist Sardax, who turned the tables on the Willie universe and made Willie’s starring damsel-in-distress into a Dominatrix-in-Control, whom I named “Adorable Gwen.” She learns to dish out discipline in an Eastern European gynocratic country that Sardax dubbed “Masotopia,” after the author of Venus in Furs, Leopold von Sacher-Masoch. And Willie’s bondagemaster is re-imagined into a secretly submissive male I called “Sir D’Evious Dalrymple.” Sardax created the gorgeously kinky pictures sometime ago and brought me aboard to write some twisted fiction to go along with the images. It all came out really well, pix and prose alike, and I certainly had a lot of fun putting myself into the head of a decadent, impoverished 1930s British aristocrat finally admitting his desires to kneel and serve women! 😉

To see and read The Revenge of Adorable Gwen, you have to join the site, and when you do you will see it is an overflowingly carnal compendium of femdom movies and information that is well worth the price. You can read about my own “tour” of the site here. The Revenge of Adorable Gwen ran from April through November 2022 and remains on The English Mansion.

On other fronts of my 2022 work in the erotica trade, in addition to my almost daily tweets here for DommeAddiction.com here and my clip descriptions for the women-in-bondage site Fetish Pros here, I wrote a good amount of fiction and non-fiction for a client who has not yet posted the material online, but when he does, I will let my readers and followers know. I did some very interesting stuff for him, including a deep look into one of the most popular sexual obsessions of our era…but more on that later, when the work is published.

Finally, in October 2022, I began a new series of stories in other fictional modes than erotica (as seen in the covers at the top of this post) and created a new “division,” if I may sound businesslike for a moment, of my Kindle store which I dubbed “The Irv O. Neil Specialty Library.” I know that sounds a mite pretentious, but it’s accurate, as the first story, Do You Remember Me, Lily? is a ghost tale taking place in a Times Square hotel in 1946; and the second two are realistic psychological fiction set in the post-pandemic world of 2022 Manhattan, The Night I Got Off Easy and When A Woman Scowls. Although these are not erotica, they do touch on my favorite subject, female sexual dominance, now and then–but as part of other story motifs. I hope you’ll check them out; they’re available, along with my “Irv O. Neil Erotic Library” on my Kindle store here. And of course in Amazon Kindle stores all over the world as well.

People online talk about blogs not being what they used to in popularity, but all I know is that this blog is read, or at least looked at, all over the planet, which gives me an endless feeling of pride and pleasure! Thank you all! The other day someone in Spain perused many pages of the blog, and I’m making a guess that that’s the person who then purchased a copy, through Amazon Spain, of my novella TAMARA, Eternal Dominatrix (with its great cover by Sardax–visit his website here). Thank you, whoever you are, and I hope you enjoy the tale!

I wish everyone a very Happy, Prosperous, and Healthful New Year and all the best for 2023.

~~Irv

This book takes you back to 1978 New York in all its sleazy, arousing allure. Think about that if and when you watch the ball drop in Times Square at midnight on New Year’s Eve 2023…think about the TRULY WILD spectacle it used to be…!    

 

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Do we always know what’s best for us?

It’s an uphill climb, as I said recently on Twitter, to promote and sell fiction that is not in my usual wheelhouse of femdom erotica, but I’m having fun writing some other kinds of stories for a creative change of pace and this is the latest. It’s “slice of life” fiction about a man and woman who meet in a bar and have a conversation that may lead to…scrambled eggs at her place? Or something more? If the story has a theme, it might be “Do we always know what’s best for us?” Because my protagonist, Alan, may not. See what I mean by picking up a copy of THE NIGHT I GOT OFF EASY, my latest ebook available on Amazon Kindle here

 

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If you like my blog, please show your support!

I’ve been doing this blog since 2011 and I’m happy to say it’s read all over the world every day. And if you enjoy it, and there is an Amazon store in your country, please buy an ebook or two and show your support. This can work wonders for the writerly spirit!

Almost all of my ebooks are only $2.99…less than the price of a coffee in most places these days. Only TAMARA, ETERNAL DOMINATRIX, because of its beautiful Sardax cover, is $5.99. And SUBMIT IN THE SNOW, a very brief story, is only 99 cents.

The first review is in on Twitter for “DO YOU REMEMBER ME, LILY?” and it’s the best kind of reaction that I could want for this weird tale, especially that the reader didn’t see the end coming!

 

So if you enjoy creepy fiction in the mode of shows like One Step Beyond or The Twilight Zone, check it out! A fan wants to encounter the spirit of the dead showgirl he admired over two decades. He gets some surprises, all right…

Or, if your preference is for my femdom erotica, there are many to choose from! 29 ebooks, in fact. Just click for instant download on Amazon and you can easily read them on your phones, tablets, computers, and Kindles.

You can also mix and match; get an erotic ebook, the Lily story, and for readers who love full-length novels of psychological suspense too…

Fate of a Stripper.

 

Set in Times Square as it was right up to the pandemic. A lonely guy meets the girl of his dreams. Then…

 

 

Thank you all in advance, and I look forward to seeing what you think!

 

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Haunted by the memory of a showgirl…

Happy Halloween! In the spirit of it in this year 2022, I read Bram Stoker’s Dracula for the first time, after a friend on Twitter, the amazing Irish dominatrix SpoiltprincessG, mentioned that it was one of her favorite books. She is quite the reader and in fact that’s how we became acquainted online, when she told me she’d read some of my stories and we got to discussing other authors. In this 2019 post I recall what she thought of my book Fate of a Stripper.

I found Dracula truly an epic novel that illuminated many additional themes of a story so familiar from the innumerable Dracula or vampire films I’ve seen. One aspect of the original novel that never seems to show up in the movies is the deep comradeship between the young people, in late nineteenth century England, who are confronted with the monstrosity that is the blood-drinking count. The elderly, scholarly Dutch vampire fighter Dr. Van Helsing is their guide in the battle, but Stoker gives us a fuller sense of the circle of young men and women on whom Dracula preys, fuller than I can recall from any of the films I’ve seen–although Hammer’s initial 1958 Christopher Lee outing, Horror of Dracula, while heavily compressing the story, does capture some of the confusion and desperation of those under the siege of the fiend. Perhaps Francis Ford Coppola’s version captures some more of this; maybe I’ll re-watch it. Unfortunately, when I saw it thirty years ago in its original release, the movie made almost no impression on me. I don’t recall why.

In any case, being in this supernatural frame of mind, also having enjoyed the ghost stories of British writer Algernon Blackwood during the summer too, as well as revisiting Edgar Allan Poe’s essay “The Philosophy of Composition,” I thought I’d go for a change of pace in my own fiction writing, as I do now and then, with the result that I just published this short tale, “DO YOU REMEMBER ME, LILY?” 

It was initially inspired by the true story of a famous showgirl and burlesque dancer named Faith Bacon who committed suicide back in the 1950s. You can read about her on Wikipedia here. I’ve long thought about her tragic life and imagined what effect her death might have had on her fans, so using this as a plot springboard, I created a character named Lily Dyrell who is driven to a similar fate and whose self-destruction haunts one of her longtime admirers.

Walking around Times Square’s side streets nowadays, one sees amid all the boring new glassy construction the old buildings still standing here and there, so evocative of the noirish past. I decided to take a photo for my cover to get a flavor of world “Lily Dyrell” and her fan “Arthur J. Merkellin” would have moved through.

Obviously my story is not an epic like Dracula but a short, modest tale in the Poesque mode of composition, aiming to create the effects of both fear and sadness as Arthur, confronted with Lily’s spirit, comes to a heartbreaking realization about what was going through the head of his now-deceased dancing goddess.

“DO YOU REMEMBER ME, LILY?” is available at Amazon worldwide as an ebook that can be read on tablets, computers, phones, and Kindles.

By the way, here is the edition of Dracula that I read. The striking face on the cover, which to me looked like a combination of both Bela Lugosi and George Zucco, horror movie kings of the 1940s, was actually a portrait of the Victorian-era British superstar Henry Irving in the role of Mephistopheles. Bram Stoker worked for Irving for many years and the character of Dracula was indeed partly inspired by the actor’s commanding personality.

Finally, if you read and enjoy my new ebook, you might also savor the twists and turns of my supernatural femdom erotica tale, The Dominatrix Who Couldn’t Die, also available as an ebook at Amazon

 

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Elegy for a post office box…

On April 27, 2022 I ended a relationship of about forty years.

I closed a post office box I’d first opened circa 1982.

At the time I’d gotten it, I lived in a walk-up apartment right in Times Square, on the same block where the old offices of the show biz newspaper Variety had been located; where one of the top burlesque agents of the 1950s once had his headquarters; on the same block where the fictional public relations flack “Sidney Falco,” played by Tony Curtis, had his home/office in the 1957 film noir masterpiece Sweet Smell of Success; and a block away from where the great model Bettie Page had lived in the ’50s in an apartment I once read described as “turbulent.” In the building where I lived, I had a tiny mail box in a vestibule that had no security or locked front door (since there were businesses like a rehearsal studio and a musical instrument repair shop upstairs too), so to get packages of any size I needed a secure p.o. box, which I got nearby at Rockefeller Center.

The great Gil Elvgren seems to have done pinups that can match almost any theme!

In the ’80s I ordered things such as my first videocassettes of obscure horror and noir films from companies like the great Sinister Cinema and had them sent to the box. And, in those days when mail order was still a big part of the erotica business, I collected leg art photos and magazines from the likes of Elmer Batters and other creators and vendors of fetish or femdom themes.

When I moved away from Times Square in the ’90s, I held onto the box as it still was convenient to get mail, although I used it less and less. I mostly got announcements and catalogs connected to the movie memorabilia shows I liked to attend before the pandemic, and hope to get back to attending sometime soon.

In recent years I held onto the box because I told myself it would come in handy if I ever decided to conduct a mail order writing workshop to make some extra money, but I never went ahead with that.

I also simply liked to walk over to Rockefeller Center and check it now and then. The post office was near the yearly Christmas tree so I always took a look at that. Its location also gave me motivation for a decent walk (I still live in Midtown) and was also nostalgic because my first job in New York City, in summer 1971, was as an NBC page at the studios at 30 Rock, so I just liked to go over there. In a lot of ways the interior of the complex has changed, but in others it remains the same–for example, the fantastic mid-20th century murals in the main lobby are still there–and also I’d walk by the place where the tourist information desk used to be, where fifty-one years ago I’d sat and sometimes see celebrities such as Claudia Cardinale come out of the elevator after doing Johnny Carson’s Tonight Show. I even met a girl once when I was working that desk, and we had a nice evening together wandering around the area. I remember she was a vivid redhead like Ann-Margret, but with a much bigger butt. She wore a summery dress and we sat for awhile at the fountain in Bryant Park as the sun went down…

Anyway, when I went over to the usual p.o. box location near 49th Street earlier this week, it was gone!  Renovation work had started in the last couple of weeks in that underground concourse near the famed ice skating rink, and the entire post office had been relocated over to 51st Street in the building upstairs. When I went to check my box at the new p.o., my key didn’t work, because all the boxes had new locks. I was going to renew it again (I always renewed at the end of April) and get the new keys, but the price had been raised quite a bit so I decided it was time to give up the box, which I really didn’t use very much at all anymore.

Ah, but it used to be fun to get videos of obscure Mario Bava movies like The Devil’s Commandment from Sinister Cinema (in business online here) and copies of the late Elmer Batters’ leg art zine showing up in my box!

Obviously this is not a picture of me at my p.o. box–it would be far less photogenic!–but rather a pinup by the wonderful Gil Elvgren (I did a Google search on “pinup art with postal theme”). You can get this art for yourself at Zazzle here in various forms like posters or refrigerator magnets or postcards. (I’m not connected to this site, just giving credit for my source of the image!)

As a side note, it’s great to see the proliferation of pinups in recent years. Back in the ’70s and even the ’80s, the stuff was still rare and hard to find in any forms!

 

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The hell in her hotel room…

Do you love film noir? Then imagine this cast: Montgomery Clift as a vain but charismatic pimp named Eddie; Marilyn Monroe as Marie, the naive small-town girl turned prostitute who loves him and whose sexual favors he peddles to johns; Joseph Cotten as Thomas, their most addicted customer and hanger-on; and Richard Conte as Joe aka “Mr. Brown,” the gangster who runs the major vice racket in town.

Picture the setting: New York City’s Hell’s Kitchen neighborhood in the early 1950s. If you’re a noir fan, you’ve no doubt seen loads of black and white footage and photos of that area in that era: the gritty asphalt and skyscraper jungle; the dark rain-splashed streets, the lonely warehouses, the bleak side street hotels.

The film, of course, does not exist, but if Natalie Anderson Scott’s remarkable 1954 novel HOTEL ROOM, originally published as The Little Stockade, actually had been filmed, this would have been an excellent cast.

The beautiful cover art is what initially drew me to the book, along with the story about prostitution in NYC’s Hell’s Kitchen of the ’50s.

If you’re familiar with The Big Combo, the 1955 noir by Joseph H. Lewis, you know that Richard Conte did indeed play a top gangster called Mr. Brown in that production. But The Little Stockade came first. Maybe screenwriter Philip Yordan read the book and borrowed for his script the idea of the evocatively bland name for a menacing crime overlord? Just thinking out loud here; it’s possible.

The phrase “the little stockade” refers to the work of the pimps who peddle their girls independently of the major vice operation in the city, known as “The Big Stockade.” And “stockade” is right. The primary female character, Marie, is kept in the hotel room where she services customers as if it is her cell in a prison.

Much of the book takes place in a squalid all-night restaurant in the Thirties between 10th and 11th Avenues called “Steve’s.” It reminded me a lot of the diner that was an important setting in The Deuce, the recent HBO show about the ‘70s/’80s NYC porn business. Maybe David Simon and his writers read HOTEL ROOM and were inspired to pay it homage and utilize a similar setting in their portrait of a demimonde full of pimps and prostitutes?

Steve’s is where the various hookers, policemen, and other pimps hang out, and where Thomas (who would be perfectly cast as Joseph Cotten), a newly divorced, “respectable” middle class man from outside the city, has been steered by a Broadway bartender in Thomas’ quest to taste the sleazier aspects of life now that he’s on his own. He becomes basically addicted to Marie after Eddie introduces them, and gradually becomes almost like Eddie’s go-fer as well as a steady trick. There is a strange symbiosis between Thomas and Eddie that is not explicitly homoerotic but the author subtly makes the point that Thomas is as enslaved to Eddie as Marie is.

There is nothing light-hearted about the obsession that Thomas, one of Marie’s “johns,” has for her. It is tragic for both, yet leads Thomas to a strange heroism in the end.

The hotel and room where Marie works are so well-described, especially the lonely winding corridors leading to the room, that you almost feel like you’re walking down those halls yourself.

Eddie is a dandy, a snappy dresser who lives not with Marie but with his family elsewhere in the city, who maintains the fiction with the sadly gullible Marie that she is his fiancee, and that once she helps him with her body to get out of a dangerous debt, they will be married. Eddie, who reads psychology books and likes to discourse in a pseudo-intellectual way about the craft of being a pimp (although he never calls himself that), charges way above the going rate for Marie’s services, attracting an upper-class clientele, until one day Mr. Brown comes calling to tell Eddie his days running a little stockade are over, and he’ll be working for the Big Stockade from now on. (This is not a spoiler; the reader sees it coming.)

So, this is a bare bones description of one of the most unforgettable novels I have ever read.  I couldn’t put it down for two days, and it concludes in a shocking but inevitable act of self-sacrifice and redemption that is ultimately very moving.

Recently the critic Andrew Nette wrote on Crime Reads here about George Simenon’s “hard novels” and how they often portray middle class protagonists walking on the wild side of low life, usually with dire consequences. I didn’t think of Simenon when I read this book, and it is not at all like Simenon in its style, but Thomas could be one of Simenon’s characters, certainly. He loses his way in sexual obsession, although he is essentially a good man. Another memorable character in the novel is Janet, Marie’s aunt (in a film she could have been played by Joan Bennett or Laraine Day), who has come to the city to find her niece, and who suspects the truth of what is happening. She sits day after day in Steve’s restaurant, reading a newspaper and waiting for her chance to save Marie. She’s another fascinating character, ambiguous, driven, who becomes friends with Thomas–even though she knows that he is one of Marie’s johns.

Truly, this is a book of admirable complexity that deserves to be remembered. It was written by the Russian-born Natalie Anderson Scott (1906-1983). Her real name originally was Natalie Sokoloff, which she Americanized on the advice of her agent; she wrote quite a number of now-obscure books, including a bestselling 1947 novel about alcoholism called The Story of Mrs. Murphy.  One thing that stands out is Scott’s lack of judgment about her characters, viewing them dispassionately as she incisively delineates the tragic obsession of a prostitute’s insatiable customer, or the menacing business-like attitude of a Mr. Brown. She shows the way the prostitution racket of the time worked via journalistic details that move the story forward at the same time. The long scene where Mr. Brown confronts Eddie about coming into the Big Stockade would have been amazing in a film, something Elia Kazan could have had a field day directing. Conte would have been perfect as Mr. Brown, the antagonist of an Eddie played by Montgomery Clift in a villainous yet complex role unlike any other Clift had ever played; and in fact, Conte’s character in The Big Combo is very much like the Mr. Brown of HOTEL ROOM which, for all its blandness as a title, is perfect for this absorbing novel. Maybe Stark House Press can look into reprinting it?

There was always something of the victim in Marilyn Monroe’s screen persona (I think of the strangely passive expression she gave Joseph Cotten as he murderously approached her when she was cornered in the climax of Niagara), and it would been have both a challenge to her as an actress, and intriguing to the audience to see her, in the role of a young woman manipulated and befuddled into sexual slavery by a handsome, silver-tongued man on the dark night side streets of Manhattan.

Finally, I just want to mention that I had never heard of this book until I saw this post on Pulp International here. Although I’m always pledging to myself to not buy any more books (!) as I certainly have more than enough (well that’s what I tell myself), the beautiful cover by Rafael DeSoto and the novel’s Hell’s Kitchen setting were irresistible, so I sought out a reasonably priced copy of the 1955 Popular Library paperback online. I’m glad I did. (Although the “come-on-and-buy-me” paperback art does not accurately portray the somber sadness of Marie or the faux-elegant villainy of Eddie.)

I hope HOTEL ROOM aka The Little Stockade by Natalie Anderson Scott can once again find the audience it deserves.

 

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Be dominated in the privacy of your home!

If you enjoy looking at and/or reading my blog, savor one or more my ebooks too. They are available in the Amazon Kindle stores worldwide. Most of them are only $2.99 (or the equivalent in your country’s currency) and you can download them right to your phone, tablet, ebook reader or computer, to be read with the free Kindle app.

How two apartment house neighbors explored femdom desires safely during the pandemic in NYC 2020

For fans of femdom erotica, my stories and novellas offer “armchair encounters” with some of the most potent dommes anywhere. These are femmes fatale I’d like to meet myself but, quite honestly, I probably couldn’t handle them (based on what I learned from the experiences I did have in real life)! So maybe it’s better I dream up stories instead. 😉

And so, like myself–especially if you’re on a limited budget or don’t want to get entangled in real-time with temptresses who could drain you of your very essence 😉 –you don’t have to leave the privacy of your home to feel yourself under the spell of fascinating, controlling women who will do everything that comes into their mischievous minds!

Experience, in the comfort of your imagination, the hard points of their spiked heels, hear the spicy snap of their humiliating words, and inhale the aromas and taste the liquids of their recently “alpha-male”-pleasured bodies as they parade their accomplishments in brazen cuckoldry before their obedient “beta” slaves! My stories are designed to linger in your mind, too. Long after you finish them, you’ll be wondering what could happen next to the men who fall into the seductive webs of these mistresses. Chances are, you’ll identify with those men or, if you are a woman, you’ll want to dominate those submissive males yourself.

TAMARA takes you back to 1978 NYC in all its sleazy allure

My most recent book, TAMARA, ETERNAL DOMINATRIX, is a special treat with a cover by the renowned British artist of femdom fantasy, Sardax. Read more about his creation of the cover here. It’s only $5.99 and, at almost 75 pages long, can give you an evening’s worth of femdom erotica reading pleasure! It takes the average reader about 90 minutes to read, or about the length of time you’d spend enjoying a good classic movie.

Two of my other recent books, SO YOU WANT ME TO DOMINATE YOU? and THE SLAVE YOU WERE MEANT TO BE, are also novella length and can easily provide an hour or two of kinky adventure.

She took him deeply on a journey into the intense fantasies he yearned to explore

I have 29 femdom-oriented erotica ebooks so far to choose from. With the current snowstorm that hit the Northeast, I spent time over the weekend on Twitter promoting SUBMIT IN THE SNOW, a very short tale (at only 99 cents too) that shows a kinky angle on a walk in the drifts during a previous NYC blizzard.

Some guys want dommes brandishing whips, but others want something a little different…

So head over to your “local” Amazon Kindle site and check out my ebooks tonight!

 

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YouTube Is My New Grindhouse

The grindhouse is dead? No. Long live the grindhouse!

“Grindhouse” theaters, often ramshackle or rundown, where audiences would go see movies regarded as “edgy” or “junky” or “disreputable,” have largely vanished physically with the “improvement” of downtown business districts where these places once flourished, such as Chicago’s Loop or Manhattan’s 42nd Street. But the grindhouse concept is alive and well and evolving in a whole new venue: YouTube.

When I first moved to New York in 1973, I became besotted with the allure of the grindhouse. The Apollo. The Selwyn. The New Amsterdam. The Liberty. The Anco. The Empire. The Times Square. The Victory. They were grungy 42nd Street theaters occasionally showing current Hollywood fare, but most often older stuff dredged up for its lurid, violent appeal: Macho Callahan, an especially grim Civil War prison escape drama starring David Janssen, comes to mind.

 I didn’t have any money, I couldn’t find interesting jobs, my college girlfriend (with whom I’d moved to the city) called me a “male chauvinist pig” in the feminist cry of the era, and in my dispirited frame of mind I was drawn to the dilapidated emporiums on 42nd Street where I could find solace with other outliers–those of the cinematic world, both films and fans, with whom I identified as some kind of reprobate.

 Looking for crummy gigs I didn’t want and had no affinity for—I guess my plan was to become a writer or nothing, basically—I’d go to the employment offices armed with classifieds circled in the want ads; but then, finding no work, I’d head to the public library, where I’d fall into the same habit I had in college, daydreaming and browsing in the stacks. In those days, I hadn’t yet accrued an unwieldy personal library of my own, so I needed the NYPL. My sisters back in the Midwest had wanted children; I’d wanted books.

 And so, partly to avoid my girlfriend’s rants about wanting to castrate her boss (who was also a male chauvinist), I found myself gravitating to the triple bills of schlocky movies shown on the Deuce (which is a term, popular now in nostalgia circles, that I never used then, always referring to it as 42nd Street or just “Times Square”). I was in my early twenties, fresh from a high-minded liberal Ohio college, and frightened and sobered by the fact that the world didn’t care a damn about me or my ambitions or convictions. Would I be consigned to existence as a children’s shoe salesman or temporary office worker or, most boring gig of all, sitting at a Telex machine I could barely operate in a Wall Street office?

 I can’t really remember now all the movies I went to see, but a few were kung fu flicks like Five Fingers of Death, Deep Thrust, and Triple Irons; Pam Grier movies like Coffy and Foxy Brown; a Mexican horror film called Night of the Bloody Apes, and a Micky Dolenz shocker entitled The Night of the Strangler; and a gangster double bill of Young Dillinger, starring Nick Adams, and Al Capone with Rod Steiger. I didn’t much go in for the X-rated fare, with which the uninformed populace automatically identified 42nd Street, but which to me was a very minor part of its cinematic landscape and appeal. (I found my porn elsewhere in peep shows and adult bookstores, and plenty of it…obviously, since I eventually became a writer and editor for sex magazines and an erotica ebook publisher.) I was more enthralled by ultra-schlock items like The Thing with Two Heads starring Ray Milland and Rosey Grier, which called forth some of the funniest responses from any audience I ever heard in any venue. The guffaws around me dimmed my awareness of how smelly the Anco Theater was.

 Today, almost fifty years later, after a career in a publishing niche that was ravaged by the Internet, leaving me hustling for scraps of work online,  I find myself in a similar position of instability, on top of all the anxiety brought about by COVID. (At least I just got the booster.) And my psyche is teeming with a similar desire to seek entertainment off the beaten track, where like-minded souls gather on the fringe at any time of day or night. Sure, I have cable and can watch Eddie Muller do his Noir Czar thing on TCM; he’s great. But more and more I want to go to YouTube to see what unexpected things I can find, and to read the comments from all the other folk there.

 The grindhouse is a state of mind; it was never just the movies, good or lousy, or a drafty cavernous old theater with an ill-stocked refreshment counter, a dank men’s room, lit cigarettes flung down on the orchestra seats from the balcony, and cats (or worse) walking across the stage underneath the screen. And nowadays the grindhouse experience, besides the films themselves watched from the comfort of my futon couch and on my phone or tablet, is also the cup of cheap soup eaten while seeing Dan Duryea in the 1950s British quickie Terror Street: a thrifty $2.00 dinner instead of a ten-spot for an Eighth Avenue moo goo gai pan combo.

 Long before I had TCM, I was a habitué of memorabilia shows (still am, and waiting for them to resume post-COVID), picking up cassettes and then DVDs of long forgotten films, getting a more thorough and fun movie education than ever before. Noir, sword and sandals; serials, more noir; westerns, horror, more noir. Sitting in front of my old school tv set with the analog VCR/DVD player, I reveled in a grindhouse experience in the ‘90s and early 2000s: feeling like a guy knocking on a speakeasy door and knowing the password, and watching the likes of Timothy Farrell (if you haven’t seen him as “Umberto Scali” in Dance Hall Racket with Lenny Bruce, it’s time to catch up—it’s on YouTube now) or Alison Hayes or John Carradine in their respective low-budget epics.

 The Creature with the Atom Brain with Richard Denning. Bullwhip with Rhonda Fleming and Guy Madison. Son of Samson with Mark Forest and Chelo Alonso. Or The Glass Web with Edward G. Robinson and one of my favorite femmes fatale, the under-heralded Kathleen Hughes as “Paula Ranier,” who had “barbed wire around her heart.” These were just a few of the gems I saw when the VCR/DVD combo was my venue of choice.

Well, “Paula” and her seductive shenanigans can be found online now (see the illustration on top, from The Glass Web trailer). The grindhouse experience goes on and for me has largely shifted to YouTube (although nostalgia film channels like MoviesTVNetwork also show a lot of forgotten classics too). Let’s see what gems—or turkeys, I don’t care, I can quickly scroll elsewhere—await me 24/7. Last Friday night I treated myself to a double bill of Condemned to Live with Ralph Morgan (B-movie star brother of Frank “The Wizard of Oz” Morgan) and Western Pacific Agent, with Kent Taylor and Mickey Knox—the latter a John Garfield type whose career was derailed by the blacklist but who gave quite a performance as a psychopathic thug in this forgotten 1950 film; maybe it was his only chance to be in the spotlight in Cagneyesque gangster mode, and he was terrific. I hope another of his forgotten performances will surface on YouTube. I devoured Campbell’s Chunky Beef Soup with Country Vegetables as I enjoyed that lineup. Yessir, the grindhouse lives on.

And I need it.

 

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